عزیزم! شاید تو حداکثر به اندازه یک ملیونیم ثانیه دوستم داشتی، ولی من عاشقتم، عزیزم! همین الان ایمیلت رو گرفتم و دارم میسوزم...برای تو...آره!
اهمیت نمیدم اگر دوباره با قلب شکسته برگردم، اون بهای عشقمه برای تو!
«برقصان مرا تا نهایت عشق...»
با عشق.
۱۳۸۸ بهمن ۲۹, پنجشنبه
۱۳۸۸ بهمن ۲۴, شنبه
chaos
As for me, you know, there is one advantage (despite all other disadvantages) for being too busy with so many things....It is that none makes you so much involved. To be brief, it is the sort of advantage of diversification! :D My mind is too busy with million things around me, near and far. Therefore, I do not have much time for any of them. Time passes and I don't even realize when I forgot which one! None lasts so long. A gray Sunday turns to a Monday in another color. Ups and downs, colder and warmer colors, joys and stresses, happiness and sad moments...all come and go by seconds, minutes, hours and days. Weeks pass very fast. Now even Friday is past ...me and tones of un-done things, unfinished plans, while new plans coming.... It's maybe the hell of modern life, having so many things but unable to focus on any of them. Or it is the most disorganized life of me!
Not intended to complain but just wanted to say that I'm such lucky that a gray Sunday is not that important in the chaos of my life! I wonder if I ever can somehow resolve or organize this chaos!!! At least I have to finish my study and find a job until mid-Summer. I'm sure you know what these two things mean.... The only good thing is that I kind of got used to deal with chaos and stay as energetic as possible! Maybe my smiles or happy spirit are also my run-aways! I don't know....
However, there's one thing that I concern about....Yeah, I sometimes miss it...because I sometimes forget that inner child! Then it screams, cries and... finally I get stuck.... I know that each time this chaos screws up my life.
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